If anybody knows me, you'd know I love basketball. Not just basketball, the NBA. Every single night you'll find me watching basketball games in my room with my cat. The ultimate form of being lonely. Since it's been so cold and it gets dark way too early there's nothing else for me to do. It... Continue Reading →
Winter Blues
I know I talk about the weather a lot, but it's something that has a huge impact on my mood and how I mentally deal with things. In the winter, I'm so much more lazy than in the summer. When the sun is out and it's warm I'm so productive and happy, while in the... Continue Reading →
What the Heck Illinois
It's the first of March. I love March. Everything starts to thaw out from the winter, the days start to get longer, the first glimpses of spring start to show and my heart feels warm. Today it's sunny. The sun lighting everything up makes me happy. I was more productive today than I have been... Continue Reading →
Kids, Parents & Technology
Something I've had on my mind lately, and I don't know why, is children, parents, phones and the relationship between them. I've noticed that since technology has evolved so much, phones are everywhere. I've seen 8 year olds walking around with iPhones in Walmart. I'll pass a playground and kids will be there, but they'll... Continue Reading →
Broken
I’ve broken into a million little pieces. I’m not strong enough, for that is my weakness. I miss the person that I used to be. Not a care in the world, my spirit was free. I used to wear my heart on my sleeve with so many emotions. But these days it feels like I’m... Continue Reading →
I Hate Winter
Okay.... I think we’ve made it very clear that I really suck at updating this blog. If you’re new, I tend to do this thing in the winter where I get really depressed and disappear for a bit. If you asked me why, I’d tell you I don’t know because writing is extremely therapeutic to... Continue Reading →
What Day is it?
This week has gone by so fast. I completely forgot it was Friday. This morning my dad and I went to Walmart to get some items to make sandwiches for tomorrow. I still need to vacuum which I'm absolutely terrified about. I don't feel like smelling burning hair or breaking the damn thing again but... Continue Reading →
A Relaxing Evening… For Once
Lately my anxiety has been through the roof. Normally I always have some kind of anxiety going on in my life, but lately it's been to the point where if I eat I throw up, I can't breathe right, my chest is constantly tight, I've even fainted a few times. Let's just say the first... Continue Reading →
The Person I Used to Be
She's timid, very shy at times. Tries to fit in with the crowd. Not make herself noticeable to others. She likes to hide away. Away from the public eye. So much to the point where people don't even know she's there. She likes to hide behind her boyfriend. Most people don't even notice her when... Continue Reading →