Lifelines: Carly

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Welcome back 💙

I’m starting a new series on my blog. It’s called Lifelines, as you can tell by the title. Each week, for no set period of time, I’m going to write about somebody close to me who has made a big impact on my life in a positive way. Somebody who has been there through thick and thin and still loves me even though I’m crazy.

My first lifeline is none other than my best friend, Carly. We’ve been friends for six years which is my longest friendship with anybody. She is my number one supporter. She knows me better than I know myself and loves me for who I am. Plus, she’s just as crazy as me! We make a great pair.

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We also have our Timmy/Jimmy alter egos which makes everything better. Everything is better when you have a twin brother.

Abby & Carly

A lot of the people we hangout with can only hangout with one of us at a time because when we’re together we get too annoying for everybody. I don’t know how that happens, but we don’t have a lot of friends… all we need is each other though! Our parents can’t even handle us if that says anything.

Speaking of people not being able to deal with us, we’ve done some pretty stupid things to make people not want to be around us. Like the time we let a demon loose in my basement… don’t use a Ouija Board kids… just don’t. I still refuse to go into my basement alone haha. Or the time we went to Steak n Shake for milkshakes and she had a mental breakdown.

 

Overal, she’s my best friend and will forever be my best friend. We’ve never gotten into an actual fight (except the time I threw a chair at her). Whenever I get bullied she’s the first one there to kick some ass. Which she’s done before. It was awesome. In the six short years we’ve been friends she’s taught me that it’s alright to be different. Before she was in my life I was a shy, quiet girl who didn’t do anything. Now I never shut up. So everybody who hates that, thank Carly.

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I hope you all liked reading! Come back next week for another one of my Lifelines.

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Valentine’s Day Alone? Nope.

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Welcome back. 💙

As you can probably tell in my past two blogs, I got dumped about two weeks ago.
Now it’s Valentine’s Day. I thought I would be alone. Oh boy was I wrong…

Valentine's Day Alone

I used to think Valentine’s Day was all about having a boyfriend or girlfriend to spoil the hell out of. I didn’t think it was meant for friends because of the romance factor. But, honestly fuck romance. I just want some friends and food. Preferably chocolate and soda.

This year, I thought I would be spending Valentine’s Day alone. But, then I realized I have  the greatest friends on this planet who are making sure I have a great day. Shoutout to all 7 of you. I love you all to death.

Now, I don’t see Valentine’s Day as a day of romance meant for your significant other. I see it as a day to celebrate my friends and family, and show them how much they mean to me. Love comes in all forms. Friendship love is the best kind of love there is. I know they’re always there for me and I’m always there for them. I don’t think I’ve been closer to all of them than I am right now and I’m so thankful for it.

Thank you to my friends that I talk to everyday, who know everything about me and don’t judge me too bad. Thanks for being crazy with me and being there with Taco Bell when I’ve had a bad day and need a hug.

Thank you to all my blogging friends who have given me endless support since the beginning.

Thank you to my parents for making sure I’m taken care of. For never letting me go a day without making sure I’m loved.

I hope you all had a great Valentine’s Day, single or taken. You are always loved.

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Recovery

After every heartbreak, every bad ending, when one chapter ends, recovery follows. It’s not always easy, nor is every step a step taken forward. It’s all a process. You don’t know how long it’ll take, or how hard it will be. There will be good days and bad days. In life there are obstacles. I will recover. 

There will be no tears cried over you anymore. I will not lose sleep because of you anymore. I will get back out there and continue to live my life. Your negativity doesn’t affect me anymore. Your presence that once was here will not haunt me again.

I am free. I am alive. I am recovering.

I used to say I couldn’t live without you, I couldn’t breathe without you. Look at me now. I’m breathing just fine on my own. I’ll be okay. I have the best support system ever and I’m beyond grateful and blessed to have them in my life.

I never thought I would be where I am today. I’ve been at my lowest, I’ve been at my highest. I can’t wait to make more memories with my ride or dies.

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Never in a Million Years

I never found out what I did wrong, or why this had to happen.
It’s all gods plan.

You said you would never do something like this because you aren’t that type of person.
I believed you.
I thought you were such a great person and I looked up to you, literally. For awhile, I thought you would always be here.

After some time, things changed.
Sadness turned into anger.
Anger turned to yelling.
I couldn’t take the stress… it was unbearable.

My hair started falling out. My appetite completely disappeared for two weeks. My healthy weight was gone. All my motivation left when you did. I couldn’t get out of bed for three damn days.

The love I once had for this world vanished. The grey clouds that overwhelmed me everyday showed no sign of leaving anytime soon.

Seeing you leave for the last time was watching my entire world crash down. I let the tears fall. I let all my emotions out. Then, I realized I wasn’t the only girl in your life. I wasn’t good enough for you, so you needed to go behind my back with somebody new.

It all clicked then. I deserve better. I can do better. I WILL do better. I am free now. Free from your negative energy. Free from the harsh words you called me. Free from it all.

Right now, I’m hurting. I will hurt for awhile. But I’m going to recover. 

I will make it. I will come out stronger.

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Life Update

Hey guys,
Welcome back.

Long time no talk right? I haven’t been on here in about a week and a half. Let me get into why.

Lately, the seasonal depression deal has been hitting me hard. I just want it to be warm and sunny. I wanna be about to go outside without wearing 200 pounds of clothes just to keep from going numb.

Also, my anxiety has been off the charts high. It’s been a 24/7 deal for going on 7 days. It doesn’t show signs of stopping either. It’s been a big reason for me not being active on here, as well as most of my social media. I’m very sorry. I feel like I’m letting you all down.

Along with my anxiety getting very bad, my immune system has started to slow down. I’ve been feeling sick the past few days. I’ve been dizzy, lightheaded, I lost my appetite, my muscles ache, and I’ve lost pretty much all motivation.

But here I am, trying my hardest to make sure you all know I’m still here, I’m alive and I promise once I get better there will be amazing content out. I’ve been working on a new series for awhile now and the second I feel better it will be going up.

I hope you all understand my need for taking a short break. I didn’t want to write something that wasn’t 100% full effort. I’ll be back very soon.

Heat Wave!

Hey guys!

It’s 33 degrees today! (0 degrees for all you Celsius people). That’s the highest it’s been in quite awhile.
Heat wave!

It’s pretty sunny right now. It’s put me in a pretty good mood for the day. I’ve gotten a sudden burst of energy and I’ve been up and doing so much today. With a lot of work and big big news to come, I can see spring in the distance.

Come back soon to hear all the big news!

(Sorry this post is so short)

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20 for 20

Hey guys!

Guess what?! It’s my birthday!
I’m not a teen anymore!
I beat teen pregnancy!
Winner.

Okay, but I literally don’t feel any different. I still look 15. Nothing has changed except I’ve made it another year.

Over the past month I’ve gotten so many new followers. Hey to all of you! I hope you like reading my posts. Today, this post is more generalized towards you. Since I’ve gotten so many new followers, I’m going to list 20 facts about myself so my new readers can get to know me better:

  • I’m a brunette but I’m blonde at heart.

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  • I’m naturally flexible.
  • I have a ‘slight’ obsession with Bath & Body Works.

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  • I have OCD.
  • Dance Moms, Ghost Adventures and SpongeBob are my favorite shows.
  • I have an insanely fast metabolism.
  • I’m severely addicted to coffee. It’s bad.

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  • I hate it when people don’t know how to use to proper forms of ‘your’ and ‘there’. Drives me absolutely insane.
  • I’m the worst at texting people back.
  • I get seasonal depression in the winter.
  • My best friend of 6 years is Carly. (Jimmy).
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Carly
  • Tana Mongeau and Shane Dawson are my idols.
  • I’m literally always cold.
  • I say “Literally” too much.
  • My favorite color is blue.
  • I love trap music.
  • I have a cat named Smokey.

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  • I have an iPhone 7Plus.
  • I’m the laziest person you will ever know.
  • I believe in ghosts.
  • I have general anxiety disorder.
  • One of my friends has the same birthday as me. (I’m older by a few hours). 

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  • I get distracted too easily.
  • This is more than 20 facts… oops.

That’s enough for now. If you’re new here, follow me on all my social media down below to keep up with my life! Talk to you all next time!

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