Everything was going great. For once I was feeling alright. I was smiling. Leaving my house to be with you. Things were looking up. My motivation came back. I was getting so much done. We were helping one another. We were both getting better. Slowly, things fell apart. Lies became more frequent. Trust became nonexistent.... Continue Reading →

An Eye Opener

Hey guys. Welcome back. I've been in a slump lately. I haven't been feeling myself. This week especially has been rough. With XXXTentacion being shot and killed on Monday, I've had a heavy heart. His music got me through a lot in the past few months. I know he had some mistakes in life, but... Continue Reading →

Body Dysmorphia

Body dysmorphia - a mental disorder characterized by the obsessive idea that some of one's own body part or appearance is severely flawed and warrants exceptional measures to hide or fix their dysmorphic part on their person.  Now, I'm not a professional, nor do I think I have body dysmorphia. I haven't been to a... Continue Reading →

The Voices

You aren't worth it That tweet is definitely about you Nobody likes you Why are you still alive You can't eat that, you'll get too fat Quit trying, you've already failed Those girls are prettier than you Don't try to do that, you'll fail as always Give somebody else the oxygen You don't deserve that... Continue Reading →

Part 4: The Aftermath

Hey guys. Welcome back. It's been a little over a week since all that good stuff happened. After we had our little seance, we went and "fucked shit up" as Kodee would say. In reality, we took a nice long walk around town. That cleared our heads. It was around 3:30 in the morning when... Continue Reading →

Responding to Self Harm

Hey guys. Welcome back. Disclaimer: Today's topic can be triggering to some people, so please be considerate of other's feelings.  Some people think that self harm is just cutting. To me, it's more than that. Much more. To me, self harm comes in many different forms, physically and mentally. Physical examples include cutting and burning.... Continue Reading →

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