Time Heals Everything

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Awhile ago, I was reading through some of my followers blogs and I noticed this one girl. She was going through a breakup similar to what I was going through. Then I started thinking there could be others out there who are going through the same thing. Getting out of a toxic relationship. Today, I’m going to talk about my experience with getting out of a toxic relationship.

Month 1. 
The first month was hard. By hard, I mean I didn’t know what to do with myself anymore. For a solid 3 days I stayed in my room. I didn’t leave my bed. I didn’t eat. My appetite was gone. Every time I thought about eating I would feel sick. If I did eat I would feel like throwing up. I wouldn’t respond to any texts. My friends were constantly blowing up my phone trying to check up on me. I didn’t have the heart to respond and tell everybody what happened. I wanted to tell everybody when I was ready, and tell everyone at once so I didn’t have to tell the story 300 times. Once was enough. It’s like I lost all motivation for everything.

My hair started falling out. Worse than it normally does. Carly came over and washed and combed out my hair for me because I didn’t have the heart to do it. She didn’t leave my house for 3 days to make sure I was alright. She’s the greatest thing that ever happened to me.

My acne started to get really bad because I was so depressed. Also I wasn’t giving my body the nutrition and attention it needed to be healthy. I started losing a lot of weight. I fell to a dangerous weight and I couldn’t stand up without getting dizzy and falling back over. A few times I even fainted. I was heading down a bad road.

About a week after the breakup, I reached out to one of my friends. It was the best decision I made. I talked to him and ended up telling him everything. Ever since then, I’ve slowly started returning to my happy self. During that month I gradually started going out with friends again. I had the best Valentine’s Day dates ever. I have the greatest friends in the entire universe.

I still had my bad days, but the good days were coming around more often than the bad.

Month 2.
The good days kept coming and coming. I was happy almost all the time. I’m more carefree than I’ve ever been. My anxiety wasn’t as bad and my spirit felt free. My appetite came back and I was hungrier than ever. I’m on my way back to a semi healthy weight. I wasn’t at a healthy weight to start off with, but we’re getting there.

My acne has been much better. I just need to stop drinking so much soda and coffee now and my face will be flawless. I go out with my friends now all the time.

I even finally grew a pair of balls and started my YouTube channel. (Go check it out, link will be below). I’m doing things I never thought I would do. I’ve gotten over so many fears and I feel like a completely different person.

Everybody told me it would just take time. I didn’t believe them, but they were right. Time heals all wounds.

For any of you out there going through a break up, or a hard time. I want you to remember that time does heal things. It will get easier over time. Keep your head up because I know you can do this.

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  1. It’s so awesome and brave of you to open up about going through a break up. I know it’s a very hard and personal thing to go through, but I can tell just by reading your post you’re a strong person and you’re going to come out even stronger and better than you were before. All hardships are learning experiences.

    1. Thank you 💙 yes, it was very hard and personal to go through. But it has made me stronger and happier in the end. Thanks for reading.

  2. This was very kind of you to be so transparent and open here (something I see recurring on your blog all the time, I love that you are so open and real). I went through a similar experience and it took me months on end to even start healing, and for a long while I wasn’t even sure I wanted to. So happy you were able to get through such a difficult time love❤

    1. I didn’t think I would ever get over it since he was such a big part of my life and it seemed like my entire future got ripped right out of my hands. But now after stepping back and looking at the situation, I’m much better off without him and now I can continue to better myself without being held back. Thank you so much for reading 💙

      1. I relate so much with all of that. I had reached a dangerous point where basically one hundred percent of my future plans were wrapped up and involved him…and when things ended, it ripped me apart. But I believe I’m doing alot better now after it all. And you’re welcome girl❤

        1. Now I don’t plan too far ahead into the future. It’s crazy how in a matter of minutes your whole future can become unclear.

          1. It is. For me because of one phone call, everything I thought would be permanent was utterly destroyed.

            1. That’s the worst feeling ever. Especially with it being over the phone. Mine was through a text. Funny how things work like that. But for the both of us, much better things will be in our future 💙

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